i want to be with you

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i want to be with you

spend my whole time with you

see you and your fresh smiles

hear you and your soft wishper

i want to be with you

not just during the summer only

but i want to have all seasons with you

so, yes...summer, autumm, winter and spring

i want to be with you

close to you and near you

i want to be the winner againts the distance

so that i can share these feelings with you

i want to be with you

no matter where we are

as long as you keep me close to you

i will say i do

*jeg skriver for deg kjære...god helg*

Jeratan SMS

Wuiih kesan judulnya "sangar" amat seeeh padahal ya ngga "syerem-syerem" amat seeeeh....huehehehe buktinya masih bisa nyengir sambil nulis ini....ya jelas soalnya just take it easy, baby!

2 hari yang lalu, salah seorang sepupu saya, berkirim sms ria berhubung dah punya nomor hape sendiri dia....(selamaaat yaaaah, cipika cipiki) tetapi alhasiiil...sampe sekarang ni saya nulis (naah tuuh bunyi lagi ni hape) saya masih terima sms yang sama ('jan plek, bahasa jawanya) dari sepupu saya tersebut. Pagi, siang, sore dan malam huehehe saya masih didera dengan "jeratan sms" yang sama hu hu hu hu....

Tadi malem sampe bela-belaiiin matikan hape harap cemas supaya malem-malem ngga perlu denger "tuing---tuing" sms masuk eeeeiitss tapi pagi hari setelah turn on hape lage...wuiiih banjir sms yang sama 4 biji huaaaa... Sebelumnya saya dan sepupu dah coba cara tradisional ala kampung halaman, weeeh apa perlu neeh 'tak misscall biar brenti smsnya...tapi alhasil...no no and no.

Kami sih sadar, ini kesalahan sistem...error kalik neeeh sistem, tapi waduh gimana yah kalo pulsa dia kepotong? huehehe ngga seru lageee....tapi engga kata sepupu saya, aman dan sejahtera sentosa. Maka hari ini kami putuskan untuk lapor ke provider sim card kami masing-masing....moga2 cepet ada jawaban yaaah.

Ya wes...buat sepupu saya tercinta....just take it easy yaaaah....sante ajah kata orang bilang, aku dah jadi terbiasa malah denger bunyi sms tuing tuing ini hehehehe..., oceh peace!

Self-confidence

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I was so surprised when one of my friends told me that she was lacking in her (usual) self-confidence. She is one the person who has really high self-confidence in a positive way, so far that I could know her until now. She is young, smart, brave, charming, cheerful, and so is self-confidence too....so what else, dear??

"I dont know why, suddenly I feel like this", told her to me. "I have lost my self-confidence on ..." explained her more. "Surprised me!", I said with one raised eyebrow. "I had once shared you the same thing as well, hadn't I?" asked me. Then I continued, "Remember when we were in the cinema after we saw Music & Lyrics movie, and so I told you about my feeling for the same thing you have it now..., just almost exactly the same,... and remember the way you convinced me by telling you the things that I would like to remind you the same way now". "Yeah...that is true", answered her.

And then time paused for us, in a silent way...it seems like both of us tried to recall again those words and let ourself flying for a while with the memories in our heart. That evening, wind blew softly, the sun was hiding behind the gray clouds...and the wave competed eachother in the sea. We saw one seagull was soaring in the sky after finishing her fish hunting. Right to the side, people were laughing and smiling...pretending as if the summer was still in their hands. Yet, nature was already started to embrace the autumm.

We discussed and shared more about missing part which then we formulated together piece by piece and so we came and finally have the conclusion that self-confidence comes from ourself, the way we urge ourself to have those confidences and also with smile we said, it comes from the trust that we have towards the one we love.

So, dear...lets hurry up again have your self-confidence.....I know you can do that!

Bridge

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You are the reason I am writing these sentences
one tiny and simple feeling
Would you please…
try to give a little piece of your precious time
to read and to feel this message
Because after this,
I won’t ask you or even bother you again with all my words
…and not any more.

It takes quite sometime for me to know you and to understand you
day by day
Until I realise that finally…after all
those words I said
those sacrifices I made
those smile I had
those pains I felt
those steps I walked
means nothing to you….
just because they are better than me as you acknowledge it.
All the things they have done for you are priceless and satisfied you perfectly.

But those…are the whole thing I can give you until my last breath
With them I can’t strive myself and what could I say more…

At last, I honestly thank for all chances you’ve given me
For all the time we’ve shared together…
I will remember you forever here inside my heart

Let me continue my journey through the bridge of my life…

*jeg bare skriver*

Umbrella

Not nowwwwww, wew!!....*"0#ughgreuh*%&..., grumbling me when the rain is coming. Yeah, it is raining now here. I looked at outside through my windows, looking at the gray sky and dripping water from the falling rain. Mixing sounds coming from the rain outside, sound of water flow is clearly working too, nevertheless also from a computer keyboard sound from the room next door, ah someone is still working anyway. I sighed slowly, tried to relax my body and my mind for a while and really honestly I didnt want to put hard exercise for this kind of situation. But I must admit that I dont fancy this rain now, when the time is exactly the same time for me to go home. I need an umbrella but I dont have it now, what a ... .

Ah, I wish that this could be a different setting though, many times I whispered reluctantly alone. Turned to the right side of my computer, I saw my iPod laying peacefully. Hmmp maybe this could lighten up myself a little bit and I started playing it under "shuffle songs"...and the song was Umbrella. Haaaah! not again....

i am back (again)

yes, i am back again eventually after quite sometime absence for blogging.