Love does matter

i remember it clearly when last nite you said so,
after such a long discussion between us
and by the time you said: love does matter…
it was the time when you looked at me
and I looked at you as usual …to those beautiful eyes
you see dear,…your eyes have its own magic towards me

Dear, do you remember when I asked you last nite:
why the moon is so bright and clear?
and you started telling me lots and lots of things:
because of this…because of that….it is like this…it is like that

but despite of that I did enjoy looking at the moon last nite together with you
and I wish we were somewhere else for watching that full moon
and you know dear, I wish we were in the yard of your long red house.

you delight me like a rose...

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everytime you are with me
my heart is beating inside of me
just like the first time when you hugged me

your love is keeping my heart alive
because you have shown me the light of love inside of me
and i am so overjoyed

i am counting down the time
i am wishing at the stars
just and just
to see you again

gleder meg kjempemye, kjære

ps: jeg er så glad for at du liker diktet :)

Hujan tadi pagi

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Tadi pagi hujan membasahi kota,
Saat kumulai menapakkan kaki meninggalkan stasiun metro terakhir,
Dingin mulai merambat perlahan memasuki raga,
Kurapatkan jemari dalam jejalan saku untuk mengambil hangat yang masih tersisa.

Sempat mengeluh mengapa pagi yang indah harus berhias kelabu,
Namun tersadar bahwa kumusti mengerti adanya kuasa alam,
Maka kucoba menyatukan diri dalam irama alam di bawah tetesan hujan,
Kepulan uap dingin tercipta saat kumulai percepat langkah dan nafasku mulai berlomba.

Sempat langkahku terhenti dan aku putuskan untuk berdiam di sebuah sudut,
Hanya sekedar kubiarkan diriku mengatur nafas dan menyimpan hangat tubuh kecilku,
Sesekali kuperhatikan lintasan laku pejalan kaki yang lain,
Mereka berjalan cepat seakan tak ingin diganggu oleh basahnya hujan.

Tak lama, kupilih untuk lanjutkan langkahku.
Ah, rupanya berdiam diri tak bisa alirkan hangat yang kuperlu.
Sempat kulihat seekor burung terbang mendekati sebuah bangku kosong di tepi taman kota,
Mau apa dia disana?
Apakah dia ingin bersandar pada bangku basah itu?
Mengapa dipilihnya waktu untuk menikmati indahnya taman kota pada saat hujan turun?

Tak sempat kupikirkan hasil jawaban,
Kulihat jam yang melingkar di tangan kiriku,
Rupanya waktu masih sedikit longgar sebelum kusampai di tempat damai disana.

Kubawa diriku berbelok ke arah kanan dari sebuah bundaran kecil,
Berlari kecil dan sedikit melompat menghindar kubangan air,
Dan pada saat yang sama kulihat selembar daun terbang jatuh tertiup angin.

Tersenyum kecil mengingat betapa kadang diriku terkesan sentimentil,
Kadang mudah terpana dengan hal-hal biasa dan membawa jauh ke dalam hati.
Ah, namun tak apalah....biar saja diriku berekspresi sebebas mungkin.

Sebebas hujan yang ingin turun kapan saja,
Sebebas angin yang ingin berhembus kemana saja,
dan juga sebebas waktu yang berputar dari musim ke musim.

Sapaan Malam Hari

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Detik demi detik kian berjalan
Dalam kesendirian dan perenungan
Perlahan kulihat lukisan di dinding
Tersenyum penuh hangat...seakan tiada habis memberi harapan

Waktu merambat menyapa malam
Di kala jarum jam berputar di belahan bumi utara
Seakan ia tak mampu menahan kuasa terang
Ah, aku masih disini...masih terjaga dalam heningnya malam

Alunan musik lembut terdengar memenuhi ruangan kecilku
Nadanya seakan mengerti kerinduan hatiku padanya
Kupejamkan mata dan kurasakan sentuhan angin sejuk dari luar jendela
Sungguh kuberharap dimensi ruang dan waktu menari bersama kehendak asaku

Masih terpejam, kuikuti lirih menyanyi senada alunan musik lembut ini
Semakin terlarut dalam masa lamunanku
Membiarkan diriku terbang jauh memasuki galeri mimpi
Jauh di dalam lubuk hatiku, rangkaian ucapan syukur dan doa terucap

Seakan tak mau kumelepas waktu temaram ini
Sungguh kuharap bisa berbagi waktu indah ini bersamamu
Biarpun mungkin engkau telah terlelap dalam hangat tidurmu
Namun kuyakin senyum yang terhias dalam tidurmu
adalah tanda disaat engkau membawaku dalam pelukan mimpimu.

love or time

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love isn't false...

it might be just the time...

mixing words

works..tired hungry alone

phone..voices missing you

distance..game far you computer world

internet..news blogging yahoo messenger emails

go home..dinner music bike relax ipod


and finally...waiting for your call tonight

si kupu-kupu

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Seekor kupu-kupu kecil terbang kesana kemari,
rupanya ia sedang mengagumi keindahan alam raya di padang asalnya,
oh..begitu indah nian karya-Mu wahai Sang Agung.

Sesekali dikepakkan sayapnya untuk terbang rendah,
sembari disentuhnya dedaunan hijau segar berhiaskan embun pagi segar,
bunga-bunga disekitar pun tersenyum kecil,
kala melihat si kupu-kupu menari berputar berlingkar-lingkar,
hingga hampir ia tertimpa gulungan awan putih.

Ah, ingin rasanya kuarungi lintasan mega,
mengelilingi bumi dengan sayap kecilku ini,
Ah, ingin rasanya kutemani sang surya,
agar aku dapat terbang dan terjaga dalam hangat sinarnya,
Ah, ingin rasanya kupeluk jelita sang bulan,
dan tertidur pulas saat lelah menghampiriku.

Sekali lagi si kupu terbang tinggi dan tinggi,
dilihatnya sebuah pulau kecil di seberang sana.
Baik, akan kucoba berkunjung kesana,
dan ia pun mulai mengepakkan sayapnya.

Wahai sang surya mari temani daku...
Wahai sang bayu beri aku lembutnya nafasmu...

Hai engkau si kupu-kupu kecil,
kuucapkan selamat berpetualang...
Ingatlah selalu, ladang hijau ini akan selalu menjadi rumahmu.

*wew..lagi pengen jadi kupu-kupu*

and i dreamt of you

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last night i was dreaming about you
it was such a sweet dream i have to admit myself

there in my dream

you hugged me tight

i was enjoying the time

together with you

close to you

i felt it so real

and i believe it was not just only an ordinary dream

i looked at you...i saw you smiled at me

i looked at you...i saw your beautiful eyes

yes, those beautiful eyes have caught my heart

double t y

thank you...for listening to me

thank you...for just listened and not worried about the solution

thank you...for your soft voices

thank you...for strengthening me up again

thank you...for your patience

im fine now, thank you

thank you to you...kjære

so i jumped...and ran...then i beat the time!

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I forced myself not to look behind again after I left you that evening,
Although my heart was screaming and asking me to turn myself just for a couple of minute,
But my feet lead me walking to the direction where I supposed to go.
I tried to calm down my heart by telling myself with your words,
the words which always be my treasure...
the words which always make me comfort.

With smile I crossed the street and standing behind the shade waiting for the bus...
and it was already 14:25.
With smile I stepped down from the bus and walking towards the sacred place.
And what came to my surprise....I grumbled and sighed alone, mixed feeling between upset, frustrated, and again gloomy.....oh no, it was really full with people already.

Suddenly I forced myself to listen to that voice again...
“I wouldn’t join this time yet I am going to wait for the next one”.
And that’s it....I needed to have my own time.
therefore my battle was begun:

It was already 14:38 when I entered the bus to take me to your place again
I just whispered alone asking the driver to drive faster and faster..
Every single second was meant for me

It was then 14:43 when I reached the bus stop,
So i jumped and I run until the main hall
I urged myself.....ran and ran for you before the time.
I saw the main clock in the main hall...it was 14:45,
Honestly I begged it to stop for a while and let me having again my time with you
to the track 18 I wanted to lead myself and to see you before 14:50.

By the time I reached you again,
When I saw you smiled
When I saw you came to me
And when you brought me to your arms again
My battle with time was over.

Yes dear, i humbly said....i can beat the time this time.
Though finally you went but at least we had the time..
The time which was belong to us.
Yes dear, our time….forever and eternally.